It was a daze today.
All I remember is packing up and then going to the station holding Becky’s hand while she just looked down.
Opened the door, pulled out my bag, gave Becky a little hug and then…… I watched her leave….
I turned to enter the station and then it hit me hard… I wouldn’t be seeing her for 3 more weeks …..
So there I was at the crowded station and the only thing on my mind was Becky. I kept replaying the events of the last couple of days over and over in my mind sitting amidst a thousand people….. Is this how love feels??!! Sadness when you say goodbye to her and yet joy that eternity is togetherness. I could feel a lump in my throat as I quietly got into the train and soon was speeding away. We spoke again on the phone….. and the magic of the 48 hours together lingered on…. it will linger on forever!!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
It was a daze today.All I remember is packing up and then going to the station holding Becky’s hand while she just looked down.Opened the door, pulled out my bag, gave Becky a little hug and then…… I watched her leave….I turned to enter the station and then it hit me hard… I wouldn’t be seeing her for 3 more weeks …..So there I was at the crowded station and the only thing on my mind was Becky. I kept replaying the events of the last couple of days over and over in my mind sitting amidst a thousand people….. Is this how love feels??!! Sadness when you say goodbye to her and yet joy that eternity is togetherness. I…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"cybocfi_hide_featured_image":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_hide_featured_image":false,"_jetpack_featured_image_duplicate_dismissed":0,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[19,8],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-206","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-becky","category-personal","wpcat-19-id","wpcat-8-id"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/paWFfI-3k","jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/addicted2jesus.com\/a2jdiary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/206","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/addicted2jesus.com\/a2jdiary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/addicted2jesus.com\/a2jdiary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/addicted2jesus.com\/a2jdiary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/addicted2jesus.com\/a2jdiary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=206"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/addicted2jesus.com\/a2jdiary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/206\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/addicted2jesus.com\/a2jdiary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=206"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/addicted2jesus.com\/a2jdiary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=206"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/addicted2jesus.com\/a2jdiary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=206"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}